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The red-haired
girl looked down at the ornately carved jewellery box, and thought of
her wedding, two days hence. She smiled, lifted the lid and peered
inside.
It contained a
family tree of heirlooms, a legacy of her step-father’s opulent
upbringing. She was looking for “something old” to complete the four
lucky icons and bless her marriage. An emerald pendant glittered deepest
ocean at her as she rummaged amongst the glitterati of the family
jewels.
Pushing aside
diamond trinkets and ruby relics she found herself staring at a woman, a
brooch…a cameo.
Like an ugly
duckling amongst the sparkling swans of sapphire and gemstones, the
ivory called to her, drew her hand. She picked it up, and the woman in
the relief seemed to tut-tut her disapproval at the disturbance. She
stared at the cameo, and she saw the memory…
*****
A young girl, no -
her MOTHER – and a whiskered, long-haired boy
Sitting on a bench
outside a school;
Mother – was it
really? Held a hankie to her eyes
The boy said
“Omigod, I’m such a fool.”
Mother wore a
lettered shirt, a gift from her young man,
She wore it
proudly, so the world would know
Why she’d given all
her love to this impulsive boy
And on her breast
was pinned the cameo.
The boy said” Don’t
you worry, everything will work out fine,
I’ll get a job and
do my school at night;”
Her mother nodded
sadly as the cameo looked on
They both knew
everything would not be right.
*****
The red-haired
girl came out of the dream – was it a dream? It had seemed so real! She
had never known her real Father, and had only asked Mother about him
once, the hurt and pain on her Mother’s face enough to banish the
questions forever. Her step-father was comfortably rich, but she’d
always suspected that her Mother’s love lay elsewhere. She looked at the
cameo in her hand…and saw the memory…
*****
Early morning,
freezing cold, a steam train at a siding
Full of soldiers
laughing, brave G.I.’s;
Mothers, Fathers,
wives and children thronging on the ground
Crying, smiling,
happy/sad goodbyes.
A lady stands
alone, apart, and stares up at the train
Shrouded in a
foggy, steamy haze,
It’s Grandmother! A
tear is sliding down her pretty face,
Waving to her
husband of four days.
The cameo is there,
pinned to a dress of bluish-green
It watches all the
laughing, cheering men,
Brave and true, and
young and bold and heading off to war,
Most would never
see their homes again.
Grandma waved until
the train was too far off to see,
Her sadness flowed
around her like a tide;
She slowly walked
away along the tracks that had no end
Aware of new life
growing now, inside.
*****
The red-haired
girl dragged her eyes away from the cameo. Grandma! So aloof and
distant, so cold, even with her only daughter. So that’s why Grandfather
was never mentioned! She was never really cold and distant, she was
heartbroken! Frozen in time with the husband she had lost.
She couldn’t
resist the allure of the cameo, and stared down yet again…and saw the
memory…
*****
A smoky room, piano
music mingles with the crowd,
Clink of glasses,
Charleston dresses, pearls;
A roaring twenties
speakeasy above a barber store,
And on the stage
two pretty dancing girls.
A table in the
corner, wealthy man, Cuban cigar,
Sips expensive wine
and waits, she’ll come,
Dance is over,
pretty girl walks sadly through the crowd
Losing self-respect
amongst the hum.
She sits down at
the table and accepts a glass of wine
And smiles a
nervous smile at the man,
She knows she
shouldn’t be here but the rent was due today,
A girl must do
whatever that she can.
He offers her a
shiny box, she holds it in her hand,
Wrapped in golden
paper, silver bow;
She opens it,
commits herself to future’s unknown plan
And in the box
there lies the cameo.
Dressing room, the
door locked, all alone with carnal lust,
She tries to get
the moneyed man to wait,
But he is in a
frenzy and she closes weary eyes,
Says a prayer,
resigns herself to fate.
One year later,
convent gates, recent mother stands,
How she’ll live
with this she doesn’t know;
Leaves her baby at
the door and kisses her goodbye,
And on the baby
pins the cameo.
*****
The red-haired girl
knew instinctively that this was her great- grandmother,
Absent from all
family reference, as nobody had ever known who she was.
She looked at the
cameo again, but it had already whispered its secrets. She pinned it to
her breast and closed the jewellery box.
*****
Organ music, ornate
church, congregation smiling,
Beautiful the
bride, upon her day,
Snow white dress, a
cameo the only ornament,
Lost amongst the
lace and huge bouquet.
She heard the
preacher ask her: “Kayla, do you take this man?”
And suddenly the
doubts came flooding through,
She wondered of the
future, thought of Mother and her Gran,
And didn’t really
know what she should do.
They waited for her
answer and her heart it seemed to stop,
The future? How can
anybody guess?
She looked down at
the cameo, and asked it for a sign,
The cameo smiled up
and answered “Yes.”

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